... Well after all that freaking out over the weekend and it was for...NOTHING!!! well that was rather disapointing. My friend Courtney who is in the same grade as Xander told one of his friend Tyler to ask him if he likes me or my other friend (who likes someone else) Well he asked and he said no...I could have guessed that he doesn't even know my name most likely! Then Tyler who also rides the bus with us sees Xander walk on.       " Hey! Xander here's the two love bugs!" I would have killed him at that moment but it would have been such a mess and it would have been caught on camera so...

Courtney still insists that he likes me and wanted to give me the flower back. *sigh* It's a little depressing but hey I am just a girl who sits behind him on the bus.